373. Topsy Turvy

Monday, August 28, 2006

Don't you hate when life set you off balance? You're not quite sure of what to make of things. All you can do is continue on as you have been, and hope things clear up. You ask the questions, but you don't get the answers. This just leaves you with the feeling that your life is not under your own control, but under the control of someone else. It isn't the best feeling. In fact, it can one of the most unsettling. If someone won't give you the answers you seek, you can't keep asking the questions because pretty soon they sound old even to your ears.

So instead of continuing to ask, you wait for the answers to somehow come. Life just feels unsettled right now. I feel like I might be at some kind of crossroads in my life, but I'm not sure yet. I'm waiting for answers, and I'm not sure when they will come. I'm throwing myself into my writing some, but I'm still blanking a bit on the fiction front. I am writing though, so at least that is something right? I just seem to get quiet here when I have things on my mind, and I've certainly had things on my mind.

This month has just been one big mess with my uncle passing on, and some work related issues that keep popping up. I'll be oh so glad when September finally arrives in a few days. Not only that, but our power here kept going off over the weekend, so I had to call my electric company to find out what was wrong because last time we had these problems we had a five hundred dollar come in the mail that we were stuck paying. That is the last thing we need at the moment. They are sending someone out next week to look at things, so hopefully it'll fix itself by then. It's just been one crazy month.

Look for my review of the second episode of Vanished later tonight. I'm not all that sure what to make of the show yet, but I'll continue to watch some because I am a huge fan of Gale Harold. I'll be selecting a new Blog of the Week in the next twenty-fours, so place your bids now if you're interested in living on my sidebar for a week.