102. Crazy times

Sunday, July 17, 2005

It seems each time my Reuters news feed on my bloglines updates, there is something about a bombing, someone dying, or another hurricane. Hurricane Emily looks like it might get bad, and I won't even really touch on the other cause it makes me too sad to think about it. There is so much craziness in this world, and lately my mood hasn't been the best. I see everything that happens in the world, and then I see people complaining about the little things that don't really matter much in the big scheme of things, and it makes me angry. Some might say I'm too sensitive, and some have said it actually. Yes, there are things that can bother you, and you have every right in the world to be upset, but sometimes things that make us upset don't mean much in the big picture called life.

I know my mood hasn't been the best the last week or two, and when I'm in a bad mood my creativity has been next to nothing. I'm guilty of letting the little things get to me, but we've all done it at times. Sometimes the little things pile up, and they make for one big bad mood. I've tried to not let it stop me from writing, but its starting to interfere. I need to work on that, but with my father finally going into the hospital today, I'm not sure when things will settle down. Maybe I can try writing now.

I know I'm not the only one. I see others on blogs I read and those friends I have on my personal journal as well in similar moods. I was talking to my one friend late last night, and he said maybe it is just something in the water lately. I have no idea! I'm starting to wonder though.

Have a great Sunday everyone.